Chapter 54 : Tawa dalam Sedih

Tawa kerana Sedih

Hidup diibaratkan seperti anjing,

Menunggu si jelita untuk membaling kayu,

Sesudah dibaling kayu ke sana,

Anjing membawa kayu ke jelita semula,

Tanpa dihiraukan si anjing keletihan,

Terus si jelita membaling kayu lagi,

Si anjing membawa ke jelita semula,

Si anjing mengharapkan belaian dan tawa,

Tapi semuanya hanyalah angan-angan,

Apakah manusia itu indah tapi rapuh,

Atau anjing it terus mencuba,

Tanpa menghiraukan perasaan si jelita,

 Biarkan ia menjadi entah, biarkan ia tidak patah,

Kerana kita hanya merancang sahaja..

I don't why in still love with her. Maybe too stupid or just human nature, akan lakukan sesuatu yang betul2 gila untuk cinta. Dia pun asyik cakap ade laki len nk try couple gan dia. Dengan kata len, ak kena undur pergi kot. hahahaha. kalo suh lupekan ak, msti dia ckp susah nk lupakan ak n kena mati baru leh lupekan ak.. So the plan is simple tonight, malam kita patah2 hati dia sampai die benci ak gle2, sampai die benci sebenci bencinya kepada aku agar dia dapat lupekan aku.. Sape setuju?? terima kasih kepada mak cik duduk di sudut tu kerana setuju dengan cadangan saya!! hahaha.. So anyway wish me luck for tonight!! ak akhiri smua ini dengan sometimes love is stronger than death.. About the picture kat atas ini, time ni ak terduduk slama 2-3 jam kat PWTC tak tau nk bwat ape coz tergamam n duit pun dh kering kontang, slamat ade brother dr  Perak berborak gan ak..

Chapter 53 : Pretty Pretty Words! lol

Splay - Drawing Day

An angel without wings said
The map showing the way back home had been lost
Feeling powerless, I took up a paintbrush
And added water to the dried paints

Even if these eyes lose their light
I'll keep drawing
Even if this arm loses its strength
I'll keep drawing

A proud stray cat laughed
He laughed at me as I struggled to live
Upon a narrow, small palette
Without colours mixing, my intention grows stronger

It's a dark and cold world, but
I'll keep drawing
A picture of the brightly blazing sun piercing through
I'll keep drawing

 What can be done for someone else's sake?
Even that much, again, from now on
 Even if these eyes lose their light
I'll keep drawing
Even if this arm loses its strength

I'll keep drawingIt's like everything is wrapped up in this colour
A prayer that encompasses every wish

hahaha.. just few days ago, i heard the song and saw the translation.. and i speak to myself, what a wonderful world! YEAH!!!!!!! suddenly i became so high with this song and like a magic with a bunny inside the hat. how the the heck they make all this awesome lyrics?? that make me wonder, what totally inspired the lyricist to create such a beautiful word and totally plague the world with just using words.. like the bee gees said it only words, only words they have to million dollar!!! lol.. Actually me english no good.. Tapi ak rase pelik, slalu ak tertaksub tengok kata-kata yang diluah dalam sebuah lagu, walau sesimple ane pun ayat dia mesti makan dalam gile2 kat hati.. Maybe sebab makan hati ayam... hahahaha.. no matter how hard we try, the world always playing with our mind and soul, and only god knows why.. tapi bagi aku, kalo nak luahkan sesuatu perkara yang dinama chenta itu, memang sukar untuk ditulis, dibaca, dinyanyi sebab ia terlalu indah dan berasal syurga.. soalan tentang chenta tu ade kat ane-ane pun, tapi jawapan dia sentiasa ade kat hati kite walaupun nenek hang tak tau! just don't give up! kejar aje chenta tu biarpun berjuta batu jauhnya.. Just keep on drawing...

Chapter 52 : She's My V@lentin3?

 

She begging for away out, for her to runaway until the end of the road. Let me sorrow alone without knowing what going inside of me. She is a plague in my mind, wondering and suffering all thought in colourful of love. Im dying in my own consciousness, stop by another stupid imagination that me and her gonna be together like pair of butterfly.Im chosen the path that will kill my heart. Among a million star, i picked that small and cute star for my heart. Why the stupid mind kept a thousand frame of her face and its hard to delete each frames? im sober with thing called love. jumping into paradise that full with anonymous happiness. someone make all stop, for to be rest in peace for a minute or two. Freak me out, freak me out and freak me out from this pain, stop this hatred, malice and bleed. Why all human must have emotion!? just left me behind and out from this world!
     

Chapter 51 : How lovely is love??

I do , I do, I do or adoi!! so how care about your love when other is busy hoping for another love to easy came and easy go. Without know that just heaven are the cure but did you know that heaven just lies for us to chase until the end of the world. She just crying for love more, more and more until death come to hi! and Lucy from hell try to seduce her with his temptation of luxury full with suffer and hatred. Cruel to this world for her, cruel that man just masked of an angel, cruel that love without passion and desire to slash all the pain her have and to lost in her past. Why must burden herself? nothing in this world will never make her smile again, just a fake smile will haunting her face over and over and over again. She will be another actress that gonna be famous and cheerful, don't forget about the bling bling! So many question that will be answer by question, face the reality so that you will be someone more useful and stop day dreaming eventhought the nature of human will be the same, human will never that any care of their belonging until the day it all vanish including love. So in the end, we can see that need each other to remind ourself that the world will mad at us for our doing. Stop doing something stupid our life!!!!!!!! Evol efil ekil spil fo seil!! EURT EVOL SI LUFITUAEB!!!  <<<<<<<

Chapter 50: Pictures

Alkisah... perlukah hidup ini dianggap seperti puzzle? bila hancur berderai, kite kna cantumkan balik.. sementara nak tunggu puzzle jd picture yang menarik kena sabar macam kera menanti pisang dari tuan dia??? hahaha.. mcm ane dunia ni rotate, memang terbaik gle.. kadang2 yang buruk itu dianggap indah, apatah lagi yang indah itu akan jadi buruk di mata owg lain.. itu yang dinamakan penangan atau sepakan atau tumbukan atau tamparan atau libasan cinta.. everyday ia menggambarkan dunia dengan warna-warna yang mengkhayalkan mata dan hati dan perasaan dan jantung dan dilupakan yang slalu dikatakan Cik Piah iaitu Minda kita.. protokol ini akan mengangkatkan lagi simbolik dunia dimana ia hanyalah skadar mainan kanak dan remaja. tambahan pula, ketagihan untuk melepaskan sesuatu yang dianggap suci dan berseri itu adalah sekadar palsu dan dusta belaka sahaja, sedangkan yang nyata adalah menjalani sebuah titi yang tiada penghujungnya walaupun ia hanyalah mimpi yang diumpamakan di dalam jaga manusia. justeru itu manusia haruslah menerima hakikat bahawa gambar cinta dalam di mata. hati dan telinga manusia akan memeningkan manusia untuk mengejar apa yang dikatakan dengan abadi. So begging for mercy?? what the F will it be? controlling another friend for jeopardizing for your love.. so  calling for heaven eventhough you know that hell will pick up the phone! To whoever pls understand that know matter how hard u try, u can't stop... it like plague or disease sorrowing into our mind and soul and playing roulette with body.. just don't die tomorrow! Thank you.. hahahahahaha

Chapter 49 : Monday!!!

WHY! WHY!! WHY!!! Kenapa tiap2 hari isnin mesti aje takde mood??? memang macam sakai and toyol!! maybe sebab terlalu berpoya2 sangat kot hari weekend.. kalo la takde hari isnin!!! hmmmmm, mesti owg smua menyumpah2 kat hari selasa pulak... biar isnin itu tetap isnin, sebab kite leh lupekan pasal hari weekend tu.. hahahaha.. dulu ak susah nk lupakan hari ahad tapi skang ni susah nk lupakan hari sabtu.. mangkuk punya ajim!! betul ke manusia akan tetap menceritakan betapa kebesaran manusia lain tanpa memikirkan diri mereka sendiri.. adakah itu tabiat atau habitat diaowg?? dalam sehari tu mesti ade skali, walaupun sekejap tapi adakah ia ada bagi dorongan kat kite atau hanya sekadar nk cerita pompang pung tang kangkung aje?? hehehehe.. kalo tak mcm ane legenda nak wujud an an an.. boleh ke hidup ni terus menunggu and tak penah putus asa... ak terasa happy sangat bile sum1 tu kol ak tibe2 time tgh hari aritu, mmg tahap kesakaian aku akan mendidih sehingga membuak2 (terlebih gula)... we just human, what love make me, i wanna thanks god so much, i will forget it.. kalo cinta tu leh kejar, ak dh kejar mcm ak kena kejar anjing kat umah Ah Yap tu.. hahahahaha.. bile la kematangan ak ni nak terserlah!! nk bergaul gan owg lagi la!! mmg mcm monyet laut, kalo kat tmpat owg ramai..  dh tabiat ak, msti nk pegang bahu mmbe kalo tmpat tu betul ramai, buat sakit mata ar pandang owg ni.. WEIRDO!!! ade ak kisah.. : )   tu ok lagi, tibe2 otak ni leh dengar lagu secara tibe2, macam otak ak ni ade windows media player pulak!!! tah tibe2 ane datang playlist pun tak tau.. biar pun pelik ke atau menghairankan skali, hopefully ak ni jadi manusia dh ler.. jgn jd mutant or alien dh ler.. Anyway Selamat Hari Guru!!! : )

Chapter 48 : Same..

Perkataan same itu, macam satu penyakit aje.. hehehehe.. Bile pompuan marah lelaki, msti diaowg ckp smua laki same aja, dan bile laki pulak marah pompuan, diaowg pun ckp bnda yang same jgk.. Tapi pada hakikatnya, manusia smuanya same aja.. Sebab kita smua ada perasaan. Perasaan yang ingin memberontak, perasaan nak menang, dan tidak dilupakan dengan keangkuhan yang tinggi.. boleh kita buat perubahan dalam kita.. =P memang susah nak jadi apa yang dikatakan sebagai manusia.. mencari, mencari dan mencari sampai kita menutup mata.. just don't give up.. true love is beautiful.. dunia akan tetap same, makin lame mase pun makin laju. kita pun makin tua.. mcm roda berputar..